Time to Reflect

I just worked through a terribly hard season in my life. I have some stuff coming up that is going to be tough but I have come to the conclusion that I am bringing the hard season to a close. Well, maybe my body and mind just said, "Hey, Mrs. Tea, stop it. It's done. We are through with feeling gross. It's time to get on with it.".

That's not exactly how I would have liked the season to end. I would have rather ended it myself, but so be it. All that matters is it's over.

I sat today reflecting on the last season compared to previous hard seasons and have realized something. And it's a big something.

I really worked hard to use the knowledge I knew, the knowledge I was learning from my group, and the knowledge I was learning from my loved ones to pull me through the muck and ick that was swirling up around me.

Now you may be wondering why a wannabe positivity expert is saying this. You may be thinking, "Well, of course, Mrs Tea used her stuff. She's like that.".

Well, to burst that bubble once again. I'm human. 😂. I fall into the trap of muck and ick all the time.

But this time, I can look back and see that I was clawing my way out. I saw that I was being proactive in my actions.

But I also see that I was dwelling on the negative. Something I do to often.

So, why am I writing all this?

To explain that the more you do the stuff that I've given you or may give you in the future, the quicker you pull yourself out of that gunk.

I'm absolutely sure of it. And it isn't just big seasons of stuff. It's days or weeks of stuff. You don't have to count moments of time.

Just count your successes or things to be grateful for and see where you land.

Now go. Be safe. Know that you are not alone.